Burp~
It's been a tiring weekend. Spent the entire afternoon yesterday trying to clean up my after renovation room. The dust gathered on top of the bed sheet, the floor, cupboards and etc. I'm glad I kept my toys in plastic bags and in boxes. However there are some damages to some of my precious but let's not talk about that now.
Today I went karaoke with a bunch of Play Members. Funny and nice people they are. Didn't really get to sing any songs as there's very little time. We had fun though.
I don't know what I'm writing lately. There are so much things I want to write but yet I do not know how to express myself. Reading back my previous entry thinking about all the nonsense I wrote. I was inspired by a blog I read lately. It's called "Solum Dum Prae Oculis". After reading such beautiful words from that blog I started to look at myself and feel how childish I am sometimes. The things I blog about, the things I said. Suddenly have this urge to start a new blog and really talk about things that I feel about this world and everything in it... Too bad... I tried... The name I wanted was taken.
A lot happened this week. Things happened in my mind not around me. I've been thinking a lot since this dream last Sunday. I did lots of silly things, obsessed over certain someone and I don't even know why. I was searching for something it's the feeling I woke up on that Sunday morning feeling empty inside. I've been searching for it the entire week. Finally today somehow I feel that it doesn't matter anymore. Perhaps I don't even know what I want to do anymore...
Don't be fooled by my words. My life ain't that miserable just that there are lots of things I still don't understand and lots of things I still need to explore. Working is tough coz it's tiring and challenging and I'm always afraid I'm not doing good enough... but I'll get through it... It's part of growing up and to be more mature anyway.
Oh yes, last two weeks we had a flea market selling toys. I sold only few small items but I had fun... Enjoyed myself sitting down there chatting and singing with the gang... Oh yes I mentioned singing. We actually brought guitars to play at the flea market hehe~
Burp~ Just finished desert... red bean paste.. Burp... I'll be back~