(^_') Hezzie's Thoughts

Purple tulip one of my fav among all the other tulips... Especially this one in the picture... No wrapper, no exaggerated deco, no extra flowers... Just tulip and a white ribbon that goes very well with it...

"You're beautiful... you're beautiful... it's true..." 

When is anyone buying me something like that

Don't know what's wrong with Tblog these days... Firstly my template changed all by itself... and later on the font size and color changed... making a big mess to my blog... Geez, I have no idea how I'm going to fix all this... or perhaps like others say "Move on to Multiply!" But I appreciate the stuff Tblog did all these while upgrading and etc making blogging more fun and convenient for us... Oh well... My life is like a rollercoaster ride although I never ride in one before... Ups and downs... Happy and Sad... Excited and Afraid... I've been very busy at work, working non stop 6 days a week... It's very tiring and I feel that my body started to fail me... I feel more and more tired and lazy... Work late each night having dinner at supper time... Eat, sit and sleep is all I contributed to trying to go on a diet which I have been thinking for so long... I feel that other than spending time to really exercise, eat at the right time and live a healthy life it's really a hard journey. After lunch, I would sit there and work in front of the pc and make the fats in my body grow... Same goes for after dinner too tired for anything just feel like taking a shower and go to bed... I'm growing wider and wider guess I need to do something about it... Living this unhealthy life... but wanting to do more for my career and the things I want to do in the future... Let's all see what happens to me next...

Oh forgot to include these... Greetings I made to send to friends using my toys:

 

Bento for my DARLING!!! 

 

 

The other set of Bento... 

 

The paper doll "Ningyo" I made using Japanese paper... 

 

 Tohru wants to try some too :P

 

It's been a tiring weekend. Started off by trying the new working concept our boss introduced which is to work from home on Saturday. Everyone will have to be on MSN around 9am. I can't use my pc from home as it was infected with viruses and worms long time ago and didn't bother to fix it. So I have no choice but to find another pc somewhere.

After checking office mails, browse a bit then I'm off to KLCC. Suppose to meet up with my friend Suet to get some stuff we planned for our boyfriends for Valentine's Day. She came late and everything delayed a bit. Too bad our boyfriends came along so we had to change the plan a bit.

Few months ago I planned to make this special Bento for my darling for Valentine's Day. I shared the idea with Suet and she was so excited and wanted to make it happen together. We ditched our boyfriends and they went walking around together while me and Suet went to the Japanese Supermarket inside Isetan. The stuff to prepare the Bento are super pricy so we figured some alternatives.

So we shopped and chat then got the stuff we wanted. The night before making the Bento I made a visit to the nearby cyber cafe to make sure my plans will work by doing some research. It all went well... I spent the rest of the time at night till 4am in the morning making "Ningyo" - Paper Japanese Doll... This doll is suppose to serve the purpose of decorating the Bento box... SO I folded and sticked the Ningyo using some special Japanese paper I bought earlier. Then I went to bed with an excited heart hoping morning comes soon so I can start making the long awaited Bento!

I woke up after sleeping for few hours around 8.30am. Took a glass of Milo and started bringing the ingredients out of the fridge. Suet is suppose to join me around 9am+ to get the things started. I waited and waited she didn't come, and I did not hear from her. I was worried we can't finish the Bento on time as we have to meet up with our bfs in the afternoon to pass them the Bento. I can't wait no more so I started cooking the rice, crabstick, fishball, toufu pok and etc. Then cut the cucumbers into cubes and shreded the carrot... All the ingredients are cooked and prepared... Still no signs of her... I got quite upset because I thought we're in it together... My mom got anxious as well seeing me preparing the stuff and still no sign of my so called partner...

Then I started preparing the sausage to fry them into a squid shape... Then there's a sms on my phone... It's around 11.45am... Finally she's here... I felt quite disappointed because she said she can't wake up. I've told her many times the day before to come to my house early so we can get the things done on time. But instead of that feeling I've moved on so we can achieve our task for the day.

I prepared two Bento box each with a theme on their own. The top of the Bento for my bf consist of two cute fishball figure sitting in a bath tub like Tofu Pok... and there is a Squid lookalike sausage at the side and etc. The second layer of the Bento consist of fried rice (my bf's fav) and a decoration of a bunny using ham. The overall feels looks like a bunny in a flower garden. So I carefully prepared each delicate piece of sushi and its decoration. Once done, then I'm off to the second box. It was meant for another friend. Again, the theme is unique on its own with selective food being placed inside. The clock is ticking and both of us are busy trying to finish our Bento. Time flies, the rice harden... Man wished we could start earlier then all this won't happen!

When I was busy preparing the second Bento, suddenly my bf pop out of the kitchen! He saw what we're doing and he's very surprise... I was kinda disappointed because I wanted to surprise him and wrap the Bento and etc but he saw everything... So i gave him the bare Bento... Glad he was happy eventhough the surprise is gone in a way. I didn't notice the time it was about 1pm+ !!! No wonder he appeared in my house! Coz we're suppose to meet up with the rest of the gang around 2pm! Well, then I saved the wrapping for the 2nd Bento. After finishing it, had to clean up, mop the floor, shower and etc.

What an unfortunate day... it rained cats and dogs... With a hopeful heart I brought the other nicely wrapped Bento box to the Cyber Cafe which we are suppose to meet up with everyone. I waited and waited hoping the person I want to give the Bento to will turn up... In the end he did not. I'm not going to talk about it but my bf sure do know how it feels when I threw the Bento away in the evening... I told my bf the reason I wanted to make the Bento... It was all about blessings for that someone... So that was the end of the blessing... and that person who is suppose to receive it said to me "It's all God's will". The effort wasted, but I was happy at least my bf gets his Bento... I mean that was what it's all about to begin with... To surprise him and make him happy not anyone else...

I was quite upset with the let down my "friends" made me feel. My bf always tell me, when you treat someone nice never expect them to treat you the same way... It's a dog eat dog world... He said I should learn to be smarter and not so naive thinking that everyone is nice and etc. I'll never know even when I was being used. I felt totally lonely... Like nothing I've done was appreciated by anyone... Despite the multiple FFK I have to go through in a day!

The night ended with few matches of Dota with the faithful Christianlee. Ever so faithful and nice never letting me down. My bf thinks that I'm idolizing too much on this person and worshipping him... LOL... Actually not quite true, I admire people with intellectual like his and a mind that is mature in thinking and etc. Someone to look up to and learn and to understand. I also made him a last minute Bento... Only the first layer with the sushi and etc. Stuffed the second later with chocolates of different kind due to time limits.

At least two person in this world appreciates the things I do. At least they care about my feelings... I'll post the pics of the Bento soon once I get them out of the camera. The Bento is kinda like my dream... A dream of something I want to do... In making other people happy... If I made it one day you'll know how it's like... Coz good ideas are better kept to myself for now

Oh here's what I got for Valentines Day and also a meal at Souled Out last week.

It's a Swatch called "Girl's Dream" - There's a happy girl lying on the grass looking at the sky. My bf thought I loved the sky so he got it for me. There are clouds on the strap and also clouds for the minute and hour hands. Kinda reminds me of Katamari I dunno why . Used to collect Swatch, but I stopped after finding out that if I dont keep them in good condition the strap will become all sticky and yellow... Especially if I wear them. I have about 9 Swatch all together I think... They last? No they dont...

Got this for my bf... A Philippe Starck/Fossil watch.

Was surprised to find out that my bf like this watch last time when he first saw it and even tried it on... Now it's his and will stay in his wrist for good...

As for Valentine's Day tomorrow... I guess we wont be celebrating with the crowd. It's going to be just another day... Why Valentine's Day only on the 14th of February when you can celebrate it by showing love and care for your loved ones everyday? Then everyday can be Valentine's Day...

Anyway...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! <3 <3 <3 <3

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