I only want this one!
Last week I went to BTS - Debenhams... Saw some discounts for the teddies at Bear Factory... They used to have this machine where you choose the skin of the soft toy you like, then they will will use the machine to fill it up with fluff... After that they sell clothes that goes with it... You can choose all kinds of clothes from police, sailor, army and more. So I looked around... There was a bunch of them dropping out from a sack on the floor... some on the rack and some in the basket... I picked up one of them from the basket... and the first look... I felt "attached"... You know how things are sometimes some people or somethings they give you the feeling of being "attached" or "connected"...
It has a very nice and friendly face... compared to the rest of the same design... they just look different somehow... the feeling is not there... So I carry it on my shoulder, then went around looking for the perfect clothes to go with it... I found one with a red scarf and a denim jump suit... It looks reallly nice... I was very happy and walked towards to sales person hoping to get it stuffed...
Apparently their machine is no longer functioning. I was quite disappointed... There were some premade ones on the shelf so I asked the lady if I could take the fluff from there to fill mine... but she say no... She asked me to take those premade ones... coz they are the same... It might look the same to her... but not to me... Their faces looks difference besides the rest doesn't give me that "attached" feeling... it's not connecting! So I went to Customer Service hoping that someone can do something about it... but ended up they were just too lazy to help me put the fluff into the skin I wanted... Perhaps to them it's just a teddy no big deal... just get the premade one they are the same! To me it's different... Somethings might look the same to other people... but perhaps they dont understand the feeling about the freedom to choose... the freedom of passion towards something...
Example... you've always wanted to build your own dream house... you want to fill it up with the furniture you choose... each one unique on its own because it's your time and effort to choose it... Decorate it with patience and passion... Compared to a fully furnished house... same house but already furnished... You have no freedom to choose anything... you can't even choose what you like... What is there in life when you can choose or can't even do the things you like? Same house... but the feeling is not there... Home is a shelter... but what can a shelter do when it's only a shelter with no warmth inside? Perhaps people just don't get it...