(^_') Hezzie's Thoughts

After exchanging my PSP with my bf with his Nintendo DS Lite for the past few months, here are some recommended games... Summary: Nintendo Rocks! *Kinda regret I bought the PSP...* Excites me to think about what a small little box and stylus can do...

1) WarioWare Touched
2) WarioWare Twisted

Will review them one by one soon... Gotta continue with Okami now...

I've lost touch with my own life the past few months... I've lost touch updating this blog as well... What have I been doing for the past few months? Going to work as usual, returning as using, gaming, spending most of my time at Starbucks while the gang I hang out with busy with MHF (Monster Hunter Freedom). Successfully stopped Dota for 1 month, the usual Friday at Cyber Cafe is no longer going on felt good at least to know I have other life to live on other than playing Dota. Lately what I spend most of my time doing online is researching on the behaviours and thoughts about "Fans and Idols". I read a lot of blogs, forum, fansite, artiste site to find out what is the reason resulting one to idolize another person percepting as a perfect form or idealism.

Why am I doing this? After watching one Korean Drama - Stairway to Heaven. I've watched a lot of foreign films but never venture into a Korean Drama until I finished watching this one. As many would assume Korean Drama are for housewives and aunty alike. After much research, I realized that this assumption is only happening in Malaysia. I don't remember when but I started to collect/watch drama and movies from this one actor - Kwon Sang Woo. It all started from this actor I ventured into watching some of his movies which I highly recommended to others:

1) Stairway to Heaven (drama)
2) Sad Sonata (drama)
3) Running Wild (movie)
4) My Tutor Friend (movie)
5) Almost Love (movie)
6) Love, So Divine (movie)

After watching all of the above which portrays a different characteristic I then realized that he is a good actor. From the research of his movies, I then found out about his fan base and many other interesting information. It came to a point I read this blog about one fan who is dead crazy about him living each day dreaming to be by his side until she drove dangerously ended up in accident. There was this other news about a 4 year old girl dressing up as a bride holding a poster to ask him to marry her... It's madness... Then I started and wanting to know why...

Since I was a teenager I was never crazy about any idols when the rest of the girls in school are crazy about a group or someone. But, I get this feeling about wanting to know more about this person and his fans... so my research continue... Why do we seek perfection in a world where things can never be perfect? Why do we believe in an image an idol portrays to make believe... All these answers I seek to fulfill the feeling I have each time I read about a crazy fan doing something to seek their idol's attention or continue dreaming hoping that it will come true... Maybe no one understand what is on my mind... I'm researching to find out what's on my mind and that hidden part of me...

Italy crowned as the Champions of the World in the 2006 World Cup. 

Just weeks ago I was stunned with their winning against Germany. Stay up the whole night till morning to catch the great match and indeed it was an unforgetable one. Most of the people thought that Italy won't make it. The match was so heart pumping from a lying position on the sofa, I sat up and finally brought a chair to sit right in front of the TV during the extra time. In the most astonishing style of curving the ball Fabio Grosso made it for Italy...

The feeling was unexplainable... I had this adrenaline rush till I can't even find anyone to share the happiness with. I took my phone browsed through the phonebook at 6am in the morning... Almost nobody I know supports Italy... All I get most of the time are people mocking me about supporting Italy - a lousy, love pretending group who doesn't deserve to be in the World Cup. Many people do not understand Italian football and their style of playing which often end up being misunderstood as pretending to get hurt or trick opponent in getting fouls. To me, it's like a movie... Marcello Lippi is the director and the players play along and made it worked! Finally I found someone to share that piece of happiness with, I sms a secondary school friend which I did not contact from 5 years... and I got a reply... a warm one... The spirit lived on in me even without a day of sleep, I felt energetic and happy especially proving to those people who mocked the team... but they made it to the finals that is what that's important...

Now... 

Many are unhappy about Italy being the Champions especially when it's totally unexpected. However, I've finally proved to people who mocked me for being a supporter and also the team that we did it! With Canavarro being the walls of the Italians, this World Cup for Italy is almost so near to a clean sheet except for the penalty committed. I was hoping so much to see Buffon breaking the record of his clean sheet time. Being one of the best keeper in the world, Buffon proved so much that he can do it... and he can bring Italy far. How much more Italy need to prove to the world that they are indeed the best? Having to be in the finals for 6 times and winning 4 it seems that people still don't get Italian football? To you mockers and idiots out there... please watch some SERIA A! It's good for you! Get some footie knowledge please before you mock!

However, in the midst of all these happiness a slight disappointment strucked me. That was the moment and the very last moment for Zidane... he got sent off... I've respected him as a good player all these years... was hoping that it will be a great memory in World Cup 2006 for him. Read reports and heard rumors that he was called names and provoked him to head-butt Materazzi. It's not the first thing Zidane did such a thing but I was very disappointed why it had to end that way... The thing that made me furious most was the Zidane fan I know... When he was the high and mighty Zidane back in 98 everyone praised him and his image was reflected on Arc de Triomphe de l'Etoile. It's a symbol of a hero a warrior to have that honor. When he stopped scoring and making magic people criticised him... till lately he scored at World Cup again... his fans are back again "Zizou is back!"... and finally when he made a mistake people started making comments and stories about Zidane and him being a lousy player... I hate this type of people...

Speaking of which I know someone who is an England supporter... all hyped up about England until they lost to Portugal then he commented England is very lousy... He knew Swen Goran Eriksson is a d*** head all these while... Then he said he was never an England supporter but Germany. Until Italy beat Germany and went into the finals he then said I was supporting France all these while... Finally France lost to Italy... and he said "Italy is a lousy team..." So WTF? What are you trying to say idiot?! It's not easy being an Italy fan... I was being commented as liking a bunch of sissy kicking ball around the field... or liking Italy coz lots of pretty boys... I dont give a shit what they say... I've been a loyal supporter for so many years now... and I guess most probably people will say "Nah, you only support the winner... what the hell do you know about football". I think I dont have to say much... the winner proves it all...

Congrats to all Azzurri fans around the world as we once again proved to the world that we are the Champions... and it takes the best to stand up high holding the cup of life and having the whole world looking at you... whether they like or dislike you!

Forza Italia!!!  

Dream thing... 

Current Obsession:

Decole:
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Gund:
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The past few months has been a spending galore for me... Firstly I got this jewel case:

Then this Spanish Baby:

Now the Toki Doki Baby:

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It's something like obsession and also reward for myself... eventhough I have to be broke the whole month... But i'm happy :)



 

Last week I went to BTS - Debenhams... Saw some discounts for the teddies at Bear Factory... They used to have this machine where you choose the skin of the soft toy you like, then they will will use the machine to fill it up with fluff... After that they sell clothes that goes with it... You can choose all kinds of clothes from police, sailor, army and more. So I looked around... There was a bunch of them dropping out from a sack on the floor... some on the rack and some in the basket... I picked up one of them from the basket... and the first look... I felt "attached"... You know how things are sometimes some people or somethings they give you the feeling of being "attached" or "connected"...

It has a very nice and friendly face... compared to the rest of the same design... they just look different somehow... the feeling is not there... So I carry it on my shoulder, then went around looking for the perfect clothes to go with it... I found one with a red scarf and a denim jump suit... It looks reallly nice... I was very happy and walked towards to sales person hoping to get it stuffed...

Apparently their machine is no longer functioning. I was quite disappointed... There were some premade ones on the shelf so I asked the lady if I could take the fluff from there to fill mine... but she say no... She asked me to take those premade ones... coz they are the same... It might look the same to her... but not to me... Their faces looks difference besides the rest doesn't give me that "attached" feeling... it's not connecting! So I went to Customer Service hoping that someone can do something about it... but ended up they were just too lazy to help me put the fluff into the skin I wanted... Perhaps to them it's just a teddy no big deal... just get the premade one they are the same! To me it's different... Somethings might look the same to other people... but perhaps they dont understand the feeling about the freedom to choose... the freedom of passion towards something...

Example... you've always wanted to build your own dream house... you want to fill it up with the furniture you choose... each one unique on its own because it's your time and effort to choose it... Decorate it with patience and passion... Compared to a fully furnished house... same house but already furnished... You have no freedom to choose anything... you can't even choose what you like... What is there in life when you can choose or can't even do the things you like? Same house... but the feeling is not there... Home is a shelter... but what can a shelter do when it's only a shelter with no warmth inside? Perhaps people just don't get it...
 

I always have the problem of learning to say "No" especially to situation where people ask me for help, or a certain request I couldn't comply but still will blindly do it or try... Recently I felt happier when I started to learn to say "No"... Every Tues and Thurs I'll have to travel to KLCC from office to cliet site.

I fear and panic everytime I use the under passage from the LRT station to the mall... Bunch of sales people will be standing there either doing direct sales, asking for donation or surveys. I hate it because I'm always the chosen one... The problem with me for not knowing how to say "No" always ended up spending 10-15mins of my time talking and giving out my info to those sales people there. Finally I said my first "No" to a lady who stopped me. I was in a hurry to rush to client's site so I said to her I have to deliver an important document. She was upset and almost wanted to scold me for not listening to what she has got to say.

She didn't understand that I go through it every Tues and Thurs for the past 3 months! Sometimes same people from the same company target me over and over again! Do I look dumb that I would fall into their little traps to buy their stuff, join their membership and etc? After saying my first no, for the past 2 weeks of my trip to KLCC I learned to say "No" again and again...

I get really scared to do it in the begining... afraid to upset poor sales person... they are quite sad to begin with... standing at the station stopping every person if possible... Some would just ignore them... some might even scold them... I feel bad... I feel bad for saying "No" but I really dont want to buy anything and not interested... I want to be nice and all... but maybe that makes people think I'm an easy target... take advantage of me...

Bf always say I gotta learn to be street smart... not everyone in this world is nice... or at least I think they are... Master the skill of saying "No" it helps sometimes...

The fever began last week on a fateful Friday night. Watched the glorious opening with traditional music and colorful costumes of the Germans as if I've entered the stadium through the projector TV at Modestos. It was a great match, the Germans played extremely well and Costa Ricans deserves the credits too. Matched ended with a 4-2 and of course the German won in style.

Saw in the papers yesterday that a couple got married on the day itself as their story has got something to do with football. I have a little love story myself which started because of football but I'm not sharing it now LOL...

I remember back when I was younger I was very enthusiatic about football. I would watch almost all the matches on EPL and Seria A regardless of the time and etc. I used to have posters on the entire wall of my bedroom with football stars and images of boots on it. I still have them on my door now LOL... Then it's a must to buy "Match" the magazine after school twice a month at an indian stall near Atria. I have no idea why I was so crazy then but all I know is I love the game and I want to play in it. Spent some of my PE time running and chasing the ball with some good malay guy friends of mine... It was fun and memorable.

Back in college we were asked to write an article/essay about a metaphor of something and how it inspire your life. I have chosen Bill Shankly's famous quote "Football is not about life and death, it is more important than that". I wrote an article about how football influence the lives of many and the inspiration behind it. During the presentation I played the song by "Queen" - We are the Champions the lecturer didn't seems too impress because she didn't understand the beauty of the game. I remember shedding tears when the song was played on a Champions League final. The atmosphere was very touching and it struck my emotional state of mind.

The funniest moment I have experienced was when I worked part time at F.O.S. - 1U. The matches are at hours when I have to work. So I sneaked to Jusco Electrical Department stood there and watched the match with the excuse of going to toilet most of the time. Colleague saw me doing it and they did the same. Finally the supervisor found out about it and limited the times we can go for toilet breaks LOL...

I might not know every single thing about football even admit that I can't even differentiate a winger from a midfielder or who plays for what comes from where and etc. but I love the game! It's an inspiration that reflects lives which we do not notice sometimes. Why we like watching 20 men chasing a ball? 2 standing on guard? One without the passion for the game will never understand that... How about trying to see the Brazilian play as an art of movement an art of people and the things we can do...

Hope that everyone will enjoy this great moment in 2006... It's a beautiful game...

TOUS are FOREVER collection... something that will make me say "I do..." 

Just when I thought that I love Alice that much this other girl name "Black Berry Bush" came to me... Cloaked in a red hood she whispered... "Take me home..."

I was given about a month's time to send postcard to this company called CWC in Japan which can give us people outside of Japan a chance to own BBB through a lottery. BBB is limited to only 50 pieces in Asia, Australia and New Zealand... Imagine sharing 50 pieces with so many other collectors what chance will I get?! The guys at CWC will draw the postcard, something like a lucky draw and select only a small ammount of people to be eligible to buy BBB.

Back to the postcard... Today is 21st March... Dateline for the postcard is 27th March... How am I going to get the postcard to arrive there on time? No way unless I pay for special postal service which is going to cost me a bomb... I had one month to do it... but I only write the postcard yesterday night... and I didn't even send it this morning!

I heard from some seller that by the time BBB arrive Malaysia after the effort of people trying to send in postcards, and people buying to scalp them the price might be over RM1k... which is ridiculous!

I was never a Blythe collector and I dont think I want to be one... It's just a too expensive hobby... Despite having to collect the other stuff which already cost a bomb... I dont know why but I was very attracted to the latest series like "Cute and Curious" - Alice and "Black Berry Bush" - Red Riding Hood... The fairy tale theme... perhaps I like fairy tale?

Here's a lovely description about BBB... The concept and everything fits just right for the fairy tale... It's amazing... No wonder she's so precious...

The dress for the Little Red Riding Hood comes with a brown skirt and a white blouse and an apron so that she can deliver a bottle of wine, cheese and bread to her grandmother just like in the story. The red hood embroidered with red dots is reversible; you can enjoy the strawberry pattern on the other side, too! Wear the black vest and a pair of boots together with a pair of wolf ears , big enough to hear your voice.Blythe is the he is the big bad wolf! Now change to a cotton nighty with pink ribbons and a cap and presto, she is now the poor grandmother!

Black Berry Bush wears her hair in a bob at shoulder length with curls at the tips. She also wears bangs. Her eyes come in special Her eyes　looking left is sky blue (with a hologram sheet) to maker her eyes twinkle as if she is gazing at the starring sky as the Little Red Riding Hood heads towards her grandma's. Her eyes looking right is green (with a hologram sheet) as if reflecting the green forest. Looking straight ahead is raspberry emulating the eyes of the wolf and also looking straight ahead is gray.

Her skin is pale white, a special color and her Strawberry eye change charm is also a special edition. Furthermore, the package is also super special. You can use it as a backdrop for your play. It is as if Blythe has wandered into a forest in a fairy tale.

Spent the weekend shopping and celebrating Nick's birthday. It was a cool party he held at Pacific Regency with a some of his cool friends... About 30+ of us was gathered in the service apartment playing games, eating and drinking... The party's theme is Pyjamas night... it's funny to see many people in real pyjamas... What I mean by real Pyjamas is those like what Banana in Pyjamas wear!  Long sleeves, long pants... patterned with stripes or little animals... It's so funny... the guys will even have to wear lipsticks for some reason Nick's friends are very fun people, they actually played Island Dance and Limbo Rock!

Some of us were afraid about a raid or eventually gets complaints from the hotel management. In the end the party have to end early anyway coz we're really too loud... Will continue the rest of the story next time with the details when I get the pictures...

Was trying hard to forget about Alice so spend some money going shopping... buying new clothes and stuff... Ended up spending much more than actually getting Alice for myself... Seems like the chance is low... I told myself perhaps I could spend a bit of money buying some useful stuff like working clothes I needed... Then I wouldn't have enough to get Alice... So I went shopping spree... Now when I looked back at Alice's pic... My heart aches...  

Pic Credit: http://www.tommyjournal.com

Cerf-volant
Volant au vent
Ne t'arrete pas
Vers la mer
Haut dans les airs
Un enfant te voit
Voyage insolent
Troubles enivrants
Amours innocentes
Suivent ta voie
Suivent ta voie
En volant

Cerf-volant
Volant au vent
Ne t'arrete pas
Vers la mer
Haut dans les airs
Un enfant te voit
Et dans la tourmente
Tes ailes triomphantes
N'oublie pas de revenir
Vers moi

VIES MONOTONES
Paroles et musique: Gérard Manset, 1984

Nous avons des vies monotones,
Rien dans le coeur, rien dans la main.
Comme on ne dit plus rien à personne,
Personne ne nous dit plus rien.

Nous avons des vies monotones,
Des maisons vides et fermées,
Des portes lourdes et blindées
Que n'ouvriront plus jamais personne.

Mais comme il faut bien qu'on vive,
S'asseoir avec le même convive,
C'est pas le festin qu'on croyait,
Pas de fusée, pas de vin, pas de sorbet,
Y'a plus qu'à tirer la nappe à soi,
Continuer chacun pour soi.

Nous avons des vies monotones,
Rien dans le coeur, rien dans la main,
Comme on n'attend rien de personne,
On n'a plus réponse à rien.

Nous avons des vies monotones,
Entourés d'hommes et de chiens,
Ceux qui mangent dans notre main,
Ce sont ceux-là qu'on abandonne

Mais comme il faut bien qu'on vive
Ce soir avec le même convive,
C'est pas la fête qu'on croyait
Où sont les lumières qui brillaient.
Y'a plus qu'à tirer la nappe à soi,
Continuer chacun pour soi.

Nous avons des vies sans mélange
Qui s'en iront de tous côtés,
Raides et droites comme une planche
Sur l'océan de pauvreté.

Translated by a French speaking friend...

we have monotonous lives
nothing in the heart
nothing in the hand
like no one says anything to anybody

we have monotonous lives
empty and closed houses
heavy and armored doors that will open for nobody ever again

but we have to live well
to sit with the same guest
its not the feast that one believes
not the wine
not the sorbet
more to pulling the tablecloth to oneself
continuing every man for himself

we have monotonous lives
nothing in the heart
nothing in the hand
one does not wait for anyone
one does not have any response

we have monotous lives
between men and dogs
those who eat off our hands
those are the ones that give up

but we have to live well
this evening with the same guest
it is not the festival which one believes
where the list are shining
its more to pulling the tablecloth to oneself
continue every man for himself

we have lives without mixture
which will go away on all sides
rights like a board
on an ocean of poverty

The lyrics above is one of the song from the movie Les Choriste (The Chorus). One of the many good foreign movies I've watched. I'm listening to the OST at work everyday and it inspired me in many ways... Do check it out!

Wrote this when I'm in search of a forbidden love...

"Alice...
If you love don't leave me... don't make me suffer...
Don't leave me lingering in the pain of the love you left me...
Don't let me grow hungry to see you once again
Don't deceive me with your beauty...
My eyes have set the thought of being with you for the rest of my life
I want to smell your gold sweet hair
I want to touch your pale smooth skin
I want to see myself in your eyes
Like the way you yourself in mine
I want to undress you and cover you with the warmth of my hug
I can't even find the words to tell you so I'm the only one who really knows
Through a million faces in the crowd you will see me shinning through
Coz only with you my world will glow
Can we share our love through all eternity?"

*Dont get me wrong, Alice is only a precious girl who cost RM699... which I can't afford to have her in my arms... LOL*

Purple tulip one of my fav among all the other tulips... Especially this one in the picture... No wrapper, no exaggerated deco, no extra flowers... Just tulip and a white ribbon that goes very well with it...

"You're beautiful... you're beautiful... it's true..." 

When is anyone buying me something like that

Oh forgot to include these... Greetings I made to send to friends using my toys:

Bento for my DARLING!!! 

The other set of Bento... 

The paper doll "Ningyo" I made using Japanese paper... 

 Tohru wants to try some too :P

It's been a tiring weekend. Started off by trying the new working concept our boss introduced which is to work from home on Saturday. Everyone will have to be on MSN around 9am. I can't use my pc from home as it was infected with viruses and worms long time ago and didn't bother to fix it. So I have no choice but to find another pc somewhere.

After checking office mails, browse a bit then I'm off to KLCC. Suppose to meet up with my friend Suet to get some stuff we planned for our boyfriends for Valentine's Day. She came late and everything delayed a bit. Too bad our boyfriends came along so we had to change the plan a bit.

Few months ago I planned to make this special Bento for my darling for Valentine's Day. I shared the idea with Suet and she was so excited and wanted to make it happen together. We ditched our boyfriends and they went walking around together while me and Suet went to the Japanese Supermarket inside Isetan. The stuff to prepare the Bento are super pricy so we figured some alternatives.

So we shopped and chat then got the stuff we wanted. The night before making the Bento I made a visit to the nearby cyber cafe to make sure my plans will work by doing some research. It all went well... I spent the rest of the time at night till 4am in the morning making "Ningyo" - Paper Japanese Doll... This doll is suppose to serve the purpose of decorating the Bento box... SO I folded and sticked the Ningyo using some special Japanese paper I bought earlier. Then I went to bed with an excited heart hoping morning comes soon so I can start making the long awaited Bento!

I woke up after sleeping for few hours around 8.30am. Took a glass of Milo and started bringing the ingredients out of the fridge. Suet is suppose to join me around 9am+ to get the things started. I waited and waited she didn't come, and I did not hear from her. I was worried we can't finish the Bento on time as we have to meet up with our bfs in the afternoon to pass them the Bento. I can't wait no more so I started cooking the rice, crabstick, fishball, toufu pok and etc. Then cut the cucumbers into cubes and shreded the carrot... All the ingredients are cooked and prepared... Still no signs of her... I got quite upset because I thought we're in it together... My mom got anxious as well seeing me preparing the stuff and still no sign of my so called partner...

Then I started preparing the sausage to fry them into a squid shape... Then there's a sms on my phone... It's around 11.45am... Finally she's here... I felt quite disappointed because she said she can't wake up. I've told her many times the day before to come to my house early so we can get the things done on time. But instead of that feeling I've moved on so we can achieve our task for the day.

I prepared two Bento box each with a theme on their own. The top of the Bento for my bf consist of two cute fishball figure sitting in a bath tub like Tofu Pok... and there is a Squid lookalike sausage at the side and etc. The second layer of the Bento consist of fried rice (my bf's fav) and a decoration of a bunny using ham. The overall feels looks like a bunny in a flower garden. So I carefully prepared each delicate piece of sushi and its decoration. Once done, then I'm off to the second box. It was meant for another friend. Again, the theme is unique on its own with selective food being placed inside. The clock is ticking and both of us are busy trying to finish our Bento. Time flies, the rice harden... Man wished we could start earlier then all this won't happen!

When I was busy preparing the second Bento, suddenly my bf pop out of the kitchen! He saw what we're doing and he's very surprise... I was kinda disappointed because I wanted to surprise him and wrap the Bento and etc but he saw everything... So i gave him the bare Bento... Glad he was happy eventhough the surprise is gone in a way. I didn't notice the time it was about 1pm+ !!! No wonder he appeared in my house! Coz we're suppose to meet up with the rest of the gang around 2pm! Well, then I saved the wrapping for the 2nd Bento. After finishing it, had to clean up, mop the floor, shower and etc.

What an unfortunate day... it rained cats and dogs... With a hopeful heart I brought the other nicely wrapped Bento box to the Cyber Cafe which we are suppose to meet up with everyone. I waited and waited hoping the person I want to give the Bento to will turn up... In the end he did not. I'm not going to talk about it but my bf sure do know how it feels when I threw the Bento away in the evening... I told my bf the reason I wanted to make the Bento... It was all about blessings for that someone... So that was the end of the blessing... and that person who is suppose to receive it said to me "It's all God's will". The effort wasted, but I was happy at least my bf gets his Bento... I mean that was what it's all about to begin with... To surprise him and make him happy not anyone else...

I was quite upset with the let down my "friends" made me feel. My bf always tell me, when you treat someone nice never expect them to treat you the same way... It's a dog eat dog world... He said I should learn to be smarter and not so naive thinking that everyone is nice and etc. I'll never know even when I was being used. I felt totally lonely... Like nothing I've done was appreciated by anyone... Despite the multiple FFK I have to go through in a day!

The night ended with few matches of Dota with the faithful Christianlee. Ever so faithful and nice never letting me down. My bf thinks that I'm idolizing too much on this person and worshipping him... LOL... Actually not quite true, I admire people with intellectual like his and a mind that is mature in thinking and etc. Someone to look up to and learn and to understand. I also made him a last minute Bento... Only the first layer with the sushi and etc. Stuffed the second later with chocolates of different kind due to time limits.

At least two person in this world appreciates the things I do. At least they care about my feelings... I'll post the pics of the Bento soon once I get them out of the camera. The Bento is kinda like my dream... A dream of something I want to do... In making other people happy... If I made it one day you'll know how it's like... Coz good ideas are better kept to myself for now

Oh here's what I got for Valentines Day and also a meal at Souled Out last week.

It's a Swatch called "Girl's Dream" - There's a happy girl lying on the grass looking at the sky. My bf thought I loved the sky so he got it for me. There are clouds on the strap and also clouds for the minute and hour hands. Kinda reminds me of Katamari I dunno why . Used to collect Swatch, but I stopped after finding out that if I dont keep them in good condition the strap will become all sticky and yellow... Especially if I wear them. I have about 9 Swatch all together I think... They last? No they dont...

Got this for my bf... A Philippe Starck/Fossil watch.

Was surprised to find out that my bf like this watch last time when he first saw it and even tried it on... Now it's his and will stay in his wrist for good...

As for Valentine's Day tomorrow... I guess we wont be celebrating with the crowd. It's going to be just another day... Why Valentine's Day only on the 14th of February when you can celebrate it by showing love and care for your loved ones everyday? Then everyday can be Valentine's Day...

Anyway...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! <3 <3 <3 <3

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